Wednesday, January 29, 2014
today kinda sucked
Today I am feeling super insecure about my parenting. Am I too strict or not strict enough? I think I argue with my kids more than I should. Do I focus too much on relationship and not as much on obedience? Why is Jeneva so emotional and why do I feel so irritated by it? Am I ruining her? Why is Jude such a whiner and so negative? Why is Josie so darn cute (I won't say that she's been my "favorite" this week or anything). Do I do too much for my kids rather than letting them figure it out on their own? Probably. Are all of my intentions going to backfire when they are older? Am I doing it all wrong? Am I doing enough to train them to have a good work ethic? How am I helping Jeneva to manage herself? Do I enable her instead? Are my kids going to love Jesus or falter because of my example? Why is Steve doing a better job of parenting than me? Are we on the same page? Do I worry too much? Not usually, but today I do.